For months, my ten-year-old daughter followed the exact same routine every single afternoon.
The moment she walked through the front door, she dropped her backpack by the entryway and hurried straight to the bathroom.
At first, I didn’t think much of it.
Children are creatures of habit.
Maybe she disliked feeling dirty after recess.
Maybe she simply enjoyed warm baths.
There seemed to be plenty of harmless explanations.
Still, as the weeks passed, her behavior became impossible to ignore.
It wasn’t occasional.
It wasn’t random.
It was deliberate.
Every day.
Without exception.
No snack.
No television.
No stories about school.
Sometimes she didn’t even say hello.
She would rush down the hallway, disappear into the bathroom, lock the door, and stay inside for nearly forty minutes.
Every single afternoon.
One evening, while helping prepare dinner, I decided to ask about it.
“Sophie?”
She looked up from the table.
“Yeah?”
“Why do you always take a bath as soon as you get home?”
For a split second, something flickered across her face.
Not fear.
Not exactly.
But something guarded.
Then she smiled.
A careful smile.
The kind adults use when they’re choosing their words.
“I just like being clean.”
The answer sounded normal.
Yet something about it unsettled me.
Not because of what she said.
Because of how quickly she said it.
As though she’d practiced it.
As though she’d already used that explanation before.
And expected to need it again.
I pushed the feeling aside.
Maybe I was overthinking things.
After all, Sophie seemed perfectly happy.
Her grades remained excellent.
Teachers praised her.
She spent weekends with friends.
She laughed.
She played.
She slept through the night.
There were no obvious warning signs.
No reason to suspect anything was wrong.
And yet the uneasy feeling refused to disappear.
So I started paying closer attention.
A few days later, I noticed something strange.
While passing the bathroom, I heard the water running.
Then stop.
Then start again.
Then stop.
Then start once more.
Not like someone taking a bath.
Like someone repeatedly washing the same thing over and over.
When Sophie finally emerged, her hands immediately caught my attention.
They were bright red.
Raw-looking.
The skin appeared irritated.
Almost scrubbed.
“Sophie?”
She froze.
“What happened to your hands?”
Without thinking, she tucked them behind her back.
“Nothing.”
I frowned.
“They look sore.”
“They’re fine.”
Again.
Too quick.
Too automatic.
As though she wanted the conversation to end before it began.
The uneasiness inside me grew stronger.
Days passed.
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