“Stay with me, baby,” I whispered, rocking back and forth. “Just stay with me.”
I hallucinated. I saw headlights on the wall that weren’t there. I heard the front door open. I heard Michael’s voice apologizing. But it was just the wind.
I don’t remember dawn breaking. I just remember the gray light filtering through the frost-covered windowpanes, realizing that I couldn’t feel my legs, and that Ethan was too quiet.
Then, there was a sound that wasn’t the wind. A mechanical roar.
A snowmobile.
Then pounding on the back door.
“Laura! Laura, are you in there?”
It was Mrs. Higgins, our nearest neighbor, a widow who lived two miles down the road. She had a key for emergencies.
I tried to shout, but my voice was a croak.
She found me in the den, half-conscious. I remember her rough, weathered hands on my face.
“My God, girl,” she gasped. “You’re freezing. Where is he? Where is that husband of yours?”
“Gone,” I managed to whisper. “He went… to make a call.”
Mrs. Higgins didn’t ask questions. She wrapped us in heavy thermal blankets she had brought and radioed for help on her walkie-talkie.
When the paramedics finally navigated the unplowed road in their 4×4 ambulance, my body temperature was ninety-four degrees. Ethan was slightly warmer because I had given him everything I had.
As they loaded me onto the stretcher, I looked back at the empty driveway. The snow was pristine, unbroken white. Michael hadn’t tried to come back. He hadn’t gotten stuck in the driveway. He had made it to the main road.
And he had kept driving.
The unraveling of a carefully constructed life
The hospital in Burlington was bright, loud, and smelled of antiseptic—a stark contrast to the frozen tomb of my living room. They kept Ethan in the NICU for observation, warming him slowly. I was treated for hypothermia and dehydration.
The police came on the second day.
Officer Miller was a kind man with sad eyes. He stood at the foot of my bed, hat in his hands.
“Mrs. Bennett,” he said gently. “We found your husband’s Jeep.”
My heart leaped. “Is he okay? Was it an accident?”
He shook his head slowly. “It wasn’t an accident. We found the Jeep at the airport in Boston. In long-term parking.”
The room spun. “Boston? That’s four hours away.”
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